off day!

hehehe! its my off day today!

but i still have to get back to work later for maybe an hour or two, depending on how fast i can do ordering.

cools, not.

hahaha!

& i'm watching morning glory now!

woots!

not bad.

hahaha. (:

Life goes on...

the journey goes on!

Fe is still alive! hehehe. of course, just super busy with work.

i know, its lots of extra hours!

but at least i'm happy.

my bones feel as though its breaking.

but i'm okay.

just need more sleep, more food and more rest.

but yeah, other than that, i'm fine.

just need to do some time-management,

so i can meet up with my friends and also get back to reading books!

i miss reading!!

the only thing i read now is 8days and not forgetting newspaper.

hahaha, but i do miss reading!

so GO FE!

stay happy, stay cheerful!

the future is still so bright! (:

hahahahaha!

LOVES! (:

SMILEY.FE

S.M.I.L.E.

for a better week, a better coming month. (:

next week will be busy,

busy busy busy!

like always.

(:

just keep smiling because i feel better when i smile anyway. (:

painful...

fingers...

arghs...

i need to bandage them all.....

so painful so painful!!

go away hand eczema! X(

spreading

of my decision of withdrawing school have reached Ngee Ann poly?

HMMM....

suddenly I get facebook msg from my deputy director of my course.

how cool! hahaha..

i mean, what are the chances of such things happening?

though i'm kind of close of my lecturers, i've only really talk about it to one.

somehow i dont know how to reply to such msg.

yes, i mean, i do know what i want now..

but yet there are still lots of uncertainty.

thats life, isn't it?

i think i have matured.

from a person who only follows to deciding what i really want.

the old me would just follow what others say/do.

now, I do think about the impact it will bring to me and to others..

i know there are more cons of not getting a degree as compared to having one (in another 4 years time).

i just know that i'm not ready now.

I'm going to use this 1 year break to think through and then go into part time studying of something i really like. (even if that means going back into life science)

you know, i do like life science, i know that.

i just dont like the way it is taught in university. (i'm sorry!)

shouldnt learning be an enjoyable process?

but that past few weeks, all i felt was pressure, procrastinations, lost.

all my passion was gone.

so i guess leaving school not only make me happier but also NOT KILL MY PASSION FOR IT.

alright. i shall stop blogging.

enough of such weird feelings.

i've made my decision, and i'm sticking to it.

take time, enjoy life.

its only going 1/4 of my life.

so I'm going to think it through and live it as happily as ever!

CHEERS TO ME!

hahahaha! (:

i'm such a happy person now. (:

off to listen to my favorite song for now,

Need You Now, Lady Antebellum.

(go youtube if you haven hear this before! hehehehe!)

HIGH~

as though on drugs..

lots of customers today, but only 3 pple working, yet we manage to finish it. (:

is tired, yet on high mood.
woots. (:

last day of Feb and I'm dead happy.
a good way to end a month.

was feeling kinda terrible throughout this month, yet, i manage to pull it through and i enjoyed the last day.

needs to get more highhhh song!
so i can listen and get high.

sundaes & apple pie made my day.
with DOUBLE CHOC COOKIE.
chocolate indulge leads to overdose of 'highness'.

hehehe. alright pple, i hope this last day of feb has been a great one for you too! (:

say HELLO TO MARCH! (:

2 months passed in 2011.
10 more to go.

hahaha! I DONT KNOW WHAT AM I COUNTING DOWN TO ANYWAY.


i should change to be a fulltimer!
and get more pay! (:

then go learn japanese.
and consider part time studying next year. (:

LOVES!

byes & NIGHTS! (:

Changes

for better or worse?

i dont know, but i know that i did the correct choice of withdrawing from school because, i wasnt feeling happy afterall.

and they always say, live your life the way that you will be happy. right?
or did i come up with it myself?

hahahaha! (:

its okay,
as long as i know i'm happy.

i know i'm tired, but i'm really so much happier now.
i still feel moody sometimes but i think its PMS urh. (dont you agree?)
i get emotional easily when its the time of the month.
but i'm enjoying and being happy now~

just ended work, LATE, i know. but i had tons of fun with Shane & KC!
and in the afternoon, Tina & renan~
very fun~

there's one thing i like about closing, things get busy, we rush like mad, we are high (as though on drugs!)! we play loud music! even though theres so many many things to do, so many things to clean, we always work as a team! we do our part and make it cleaner! hehehehe.

i think i'm now too high till i'm still not sleeping!
i'm being an owl, awake in the night.

i'm thinking of taking japanese outside.
but not sure which school is better, more worth it.
sigh. anyone has a good one to recommend? hehehe.

planning to switch to full time too.
i want to go oversea, enjoy life a little.
hehehe.

alright, i better try and sleep, if not i'll be a zombie eh?

nights pple!

(: