spreading

of my decision of withdrawing school have reached Ngee Ann poly?

HMMM....

suddenly I get facebook msg from my deputy director of my course.

how cool! hahaha..

i mean, what are the chances of such things happening?

though i'm kind of close of my lecturers, i've only really talk about it to one.

somehow i dont know how to reply to such msg.

yes, i mean, i do know what i want now..

but yet there are still lots of uncertainty.

thats life, isn't it?

i think i have matured.

from a person who only follows to deciding what i really want.

the old me would just follow what others say/do.

now, I do think about the impact it will bring to me and to others..

i know there are more cons of not getting a degree as compared to having one (in another 4 years time).

i just know that i'm not ready now.

I'm going to use this 1 year break to think through and then go into part time studying of something i really like. (even if that means going back into life science)

you know, i do like life science, i know that.

i just dont like the way it is taught in university. (i'm sorry!)

shouldnt learning be an enjoyable process?

but that past few weeks, all i felt was pressure, procrastinations, lost.

all my passion was gone.

so i guess leaving school not only make me happier but also NOT KILL MY PASSION FOR IT.

alright. i shall stop blogging.

enough of such weird feelings.

i've made my decision, and i'm sticking to it.

take time, enjoy life.

its only going 1/4 of my life.

so I'm going to think it through and live it as happily as ever!

CHEERS TO ME!

hahahaha! (:

i'm such a happy person now. (:

off to listen to my favorite song for now,

Need You Now, Lady Antebellum.

(go youtube if you haven hear this before! hehehehe!)