life is just weird.

you know, i really gt the feeling of giving up..

i wanted to stop doing anything and just relax.

(i'm serious okay! cos i really dont feel like studying at all now~)

hahas... and i was feeling moody for the entire week...

since theres' a lot of things that i wasnt doing very well after all..

tutorials dont know how to do...

term paper not even half way done...

lab report unsure if i done it correctly..

but you know, I suddenly feels motivated again!

maybe its thanks to you u know...

hahas. i doubt you will read this, but i think partly u somehow make me feel that, i should really work hard for everything that I want, not to give up easily...

and you will be there for me, to encourage me... (:

I really like the feeling!

i feel that i'm nw in control.

i'll do my best.

not to fail my hopes for myself.

(:

jiayou FE.

i know life is weird~

haa~ and it always surprise/motivate you at the last moment.. (:

lalala~ (:

Fe is now a happy girl that will work hard for her own future!

(3 (3 (3 hahas. :3

byes readers!

and do work hard for urself too! (:

but not overly stress okay.

jiayou FE, jiayou everyone.

I'll reward myself with an Iphone and tons of story book in dec!

so JIAYOU FE! ((: i'm so waiting for my own reward to myself!! ((:

BLEAH!

LOL! i just anyhow press and my blog is in a mess and i got no mood to redo it anymore!

shits! :(

& i lost all my links. :(

how dumb am i...

arghs!

byes.

need to get my links back and tagboard! :((

well done

FE.

really well done.

you managed to fail one paper!

a paper that you leave it half blank.

with half done qns.

and only score 40%.

wth man.

whats wrong with you.

spend money to go to sch, yet you fail the paper.

what are you doing.

WHAT exactly are you thinking?

sighs. failed my paper. good thing its only 1 paper, bad thing is, I STILL FAIL IT.

sighs. sad thing is i see pple who get almost full marks. WTH.

i feel so stupid! why cant i do this paper.

why i didnt plan properly.

and do those that i know.

why, i waste my marks like its free.

why why why.

i hate myself, for failing this paper.

sigh.

need to go check paper.

which is too easy to check i think.

since i gt most of it wrong.

bad bad bad.

i dont like.

today, stared at fruit fly.

such a smallie creature.

but looks super biggie on the microscope.

with the eye staring at you.

its scary!

but its sleeping...

so its okay.

zzz fruit fly looks so poor thing.

with us poking them using brush.

then killing them in ethanol. :S

so i think i total killed at least 12 fruit flies.

poor thingy ah.

saw my genetics result.

cools.

first time i feel clever.

lol. but stupid thing i did was to look at the chem result then genetics.

but at least its sad before happy.

so i end up a little happier.

if its another way round, i might break down. lol.

sometimes i wonder if going to university is really the correct route to take.

so scary, i dont know what will happen if i fail one module after this sem.

hais.

feeling demoralize again i think.

i'm so not happy, studying.

sighs.

bad bad bad~

i shld go.

and stop thinking.

bye.

sighs~~